Im not going to care what people think of me.

I say that every year because i think always towards the end, i forget that. and at the beginning of each year I say that as my resolution so that my confidence gets a new start too. I also like to say my little quote I made up a few years ago. and its helped me through a lot (im also going to add it to my tumblr after i type it lol. im so obsessed with tumblr now haha) "Im going to wear what I want, do what I want,and say what I want without having anyone judge me or make me feel like crap. Im not going to care what people think of me and be the best person that I can be."

This year is also the home stretch. Its going to be, by august (or may if you want to get technical), my senior year. HOLY CRAP. SENIOR YEAR. DUDE. Wow. Im going to apply for colleges, universities more like it. Im still not exactly sure where but most likely UF and FSU. Others will be debated. Senior pictures will be taken (which im uber excited about) Im going to do Link crew and get TONS of volunteer hours over the summer. I might even take classes at DSC. Maybe like, Chemistry or something so that I can add another AP class. If i can even do that. I might have all AP classes next year but I dont have much of a clue if thats going to happen. I hope I am. As crazy as that sounds. So yeah to sum it all up, the first half of my senior year is going to be fun and successful :)

As for the second half of my Junior year, Im going to go to my first prom (with or without a date.) And pass my AP tests. I know now that it is virtually impossible to get an A in my english class, im still going to strive for As in the rest of my classes.

This year has been rough. It was like one big roller coaster ride. Im done being sad. Im ready to be happy again, and do what I love to do again. 2010 is going to be much better than 2009. The 2010 version of myself is going to be much better than the 2009 version. Im not going to change to make myself seem fake. Im only improving myself for the better.

Its a new year, a new decade, a new, improved and happier me.

Sooo much fun tonight at lindsey's surprise party.
ill talk about that later, Ive gots homeworks...:/
but im in a great mood :D

Well, that usually happens to me when people ARNT dating me. Guys try WAY too hard and they text way too much and keep asking over and over if you want to do something when youre trying to tell them no and trying to be as nice as possible. and its killing you because they are NOT getting the message and you dont want to be mean, so you end up repeating yourself over and over as if youre trying to engrave it into their memory.
But the last time that happened I just stopped responding or I only responded with short responces. This was a guy I actually liked and I felt bad but he was sortof driving me nuts. Then after that I felt bad because he didnt talk to me for a couple of days :/ I learned my lesson with guys I like.
But as for guy that I dont like I just either stop replying or give them short responces. *Note: when I talk to you a lot that does NOT always mean i like you.*

So the three best, thats super hard. My Sister's Keeper was CRAZY good omg. It's so much better than the movie because of the ending. If the director had kept with the ending then the movie would have been even better than it is. Still a good movie, just couldve thrown everyone off at the end.

Im going to have to cheat and go with series because I cant just pick one of a 4-7 book series. Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants is the most amazing chick book ever. They're the most relateable to any girl of any age. and of course the Harry Potter Series is a gift from god lol. People think that Harry Potter is just for little kids. EVERYONE thinks that. Then they start reading and cant put it down. Sometimes the book is even better than the movie. But they're pretty close most of the time. Plus there are more side plots that arnt in the movies. The Twilight books are really good too. The only thing is sometimes its not too relateable and it takes a while for something exciting to happen. But when it happens you cant put it down. (TEAM JACOB :P)

As for the 3 worst....I couldnt think of any that Ive personally read on my own time, then i thought of this one at school. Great Expectations by Charles Dickens was DEATH lol. But really, the author goes on and on about ONE thing for like a page and a half. And it takes place in the 1700s or something so the language is hard to understand. So if you're 9th grade teacher whips it out...RUN.
But there arnt too many other school read books that we're as bad as Great Expectations...yet haha. But there was one book that I put down after like the first chapter, the A-list said the F-bomb way too much in like 3 pages. Plus I was in 8th grade when I tried to read it so my outlook on cursing might have changed slightly. I rememeber reading during my language arts class, seeing the word once, letting it go thinking they just said it once big deal, then they said it again like 2 pages later, then i was like okay if they say it one more time then im not reading it. then on another page it says it twice in one sentence so I was like OKAY IM DONE and shoved the book in my bag.

And I cant think of another one. I try to stay away from crappy books :P

What if the guy you liked, liked you back?
that'd be cool.

When did you last drop your phone?
last week?

Can money buy happiness?
it helps.

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough, you'll get it?
yes

How many people do you trust one hundred percent?
3

How many times do you hit the snooze button in the morning?
3 lol

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
no

Do you sleep with a fan on?
yes

How many people have you kissed who's name started with an M?
0

Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
just family

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
sure...

Do you think making out is slutty?
just not in public

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
early/mid twenties

Whose hand did you last hold?
LOL i loved amandas responce XP
"womanizer"

What if you dropped your phone in a puddle?
depends on how deep the puddle is

What is your mom saved as in your phone?
Mom

Do you know who your real friends are?
yes

Would you change your eye color to blue?
YES lol

Would you date a 13 year old at the age you are now?
ew lol

Are you a heart breaker?
i try not to be

Is it ever too late to apologize?
no

Who was the last person who left your life and hurt you?
no ones left my life.

Do you know any of your neighbors?
no, i actually cant stand half of them, the other half scare me. lol

List three things near you:
my phone, my moms work portfolio and a calculator

What was the last thing you watched on the TV?
hannah montana lol :P

What was the last thing you looked up on Google?
idr

Is there snow on the ground where you are?
nope, its florida :P

Do you like when people play with your hair?
sure? lol

What color is your hair?
VERY dirty blonde....i need highlights

Whats the last thing you "aw'd" at?
my cat :P

What do you hear?
miley cyrus' voice lol

Congratulations​,​​ you just had a baby boy! What's his name?
idk?

What are you craving at the moment?
to drive around randomly....maybe to the beach

Are you in a complicated relationship?
no

Who was the last person you told you loved them?
my dad?

What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
idk

Do you like silver or gold better?
silver

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
i need to, my hair is soooooo dark lol

Whats the latest you've stayed up in the past week?
10:30 lol ive been soooo tired

Is your birthday in less than 6 months?
yes....wow...lol

Would you consider yourself open-minded?
yes....sometimes a little too much

Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
nope



Last November, who were you in a relationship with?
no one

Do you like that person still?
didnt like anyone at the time

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
ha no

What was your last phone call about?
amanda asking me to send a picture

Are you in love?
no

What are you doing tonight?
going to the game.

How are you feeling right now?
okay

Last time you laughed?
sometime today?

Last nap?
MONTHS ago. i never take naps unless im like....XP

Excited about anything?
christmas
new years
thats IT lol

Who was first person you heard on the phone today?
amanda? as opposed to hearing more than one person on the phone? this is a weird question....i heard my dad talking on the phone in the car if thats what its asking?

Play any sports?
cheerleading
used to dance
and i played soccer for a year

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
idk

How has the week been?
not bad actually.

What are you doing tomorrow?
who knows

Your relationship status?
single

Have you ever been in a play?
in like elementary school :P

Ever had your drivers license suspended?
nope

What did you wear to bed last night?
LOL i likes jess' responce
"perv whats it to you"
tank top and shorts

Are you drifting from anyone?
im not a pool toy

Have you ever tried to get over someone, but it was so hard?
mhmm

What's your dad doing?
flying to ohio

Want to get something off your chest?
ohho yes i do

Are you saving up money for anything in particular?
nope

Is there a girl that knows everything about you?
amanda does but she wont tell you anything too important

Realize anything lately?
yes i have. a few things

Will you be dating in six months?
idk

Who is the last person to send you a message on myspace?
idk

What's the connection between you and the last person to text you?
she's the cheer captain

Hold hands with anyone last night?
nah

Why did you last cry?
bc the movie was sad :(

When will your next kiss take place?
who knows

Do you think you're pregnant?
nope

When was the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
today

Is anything wrong?
kinda

Could you cry right now?
if i thought of it really really hard then yes. but i dont want to

Are you someone who worries too often?
over certain things...

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
my mom and sister

Was yesterday better than today?
i think wednesday was the best day of the week

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
no

Do you judge people you don't know?
no. its not nice :(

Are you happy with the way things are going?
eh, no lol

Where did you go in a car last?
to my moms
its funny how accustom i am to driving 2 hours so often. some people cant stand it. maybe thats why i have so much patience sometimes.

Who was the last person you were in a car with besides family?
amanda :) she practically is family

Would you go out in public looking like you do now?
i was going to but my sister decided that after i got ready she didnt want to go to the park XP

How were you feeling last night?
okay i guess

So, you have brown eyes?
mhm

What's the last thing someone bought you?
idr

Do you still pinky promise?
yes :P

Are you happy with life right now?
its OKAY

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in?
no

Is there anything currently hurting on your body?
im okay

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
der

Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?
im in a very social mood right now, which is rare lol

What are you thinking about right now?
stuffs

Is there someone who meant a lot to you that isn't around anymore?
not around as much

Wallpaper on your phone?
these little rain drops that came with the phone

What is the last thing you drank today?
sweet tea

Is there a certain person you can't get off your mind?
yes....

Were you sad at all this week?
yep

What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
jeans

Does anyone know your password besides you?
nope, thats confidential

If you could do something differently, would you go back?
yes

What will you be doing in a half hour?
chilling at my house

What are you wearing right now?
jacket, jeans, and a t-shirt

Who slept in your bed with you last night?
meself lol

Are you excited for next year?
YES

Are you wasting your time on someone?
idk

Who was the last person you have a missed call from?
amanda?

Are you close to your cousins?
yeah

Did you mean 'I love you' when you said it last?
mhm

What are you doing right now?
this survey that i have recently decided not to post on myspace but on livejournal bc i dont want to seem like a loser lol

Would you date someone 20 years older than you?
no thanks

How about 40 years?
i wont date someone whos 36 but i will date someone who is 56? that makes since lol

What did you do all day?
shoved everything into my cheer bag, drove to ormond, got ready to go to the park (which i didnt want to go to), then after i got ready found out that my sister didnt want to go and failed to tell me while i was getting ready, semi-cleaned my room, checked my grade on this test (got my first 90 in AP psych YES!!!!!!!!!!) and now im on the computer :)

Hmm, well I sorta have a tie, Flying and mind reading.

Flying because I dont have to get rides anywhere, plus it must be an amazing feeling if one could fly. :P

and Mind reading so I dont have to sit around wonder what people are thinking or why they did what they did. (also so I dont have to take AP Psych and cheat on all my tests haha jk jk :P)

pep rallies NEVER run smoothly
EVER

so on thursday i think ive got some appointments
today we got a new computer. Which im excited about :)
OMG JUST REALIZED that i can get itunes again :D
lol wooooow
seabreeze game tomorrow. we have to wear our warm ups :/
ill wear my hair straight and down to feel prettier in my sky diving outfit.

ummmm now i wanna upload itunes so im gonna do that. BYE!

which will be a 90 :D
such an improvement from my 5/10

ok so im not doing anything this weekend....thats all i have to say.

Well it has indeed been a while sense Ive posted anything. Not my fault entirely. My computer at my moms fails to work and i havnt been at my dads in 3 months.
So i really dont know what I should blog about? I dont really care for telling the world or myself the details of my life much anymore. i think it has something to do with the fact that im never online because my computer fails and im never at my dads anymore.
oh so for what ever reason that reminds me of the fact that cheerleading is almost over and competition tryouts are in a few weeks. i want to do it but mom said she wants me focused on school. im doing fine in school, i started rough but if i start well next quarter then ill be fine for the entire 9 weeks. i want to do it because i want to learn to tumble and so i can get better at cheerleading. plus i cant just do nothing, ill get fat. lol i was looking at varsity.com today at stunts and routines by other squads to get ideas. our competition squad last year had a lot of potential so im hoping this year it will be just as good. but the football season squads for both jv and varsity are both small compared to last year. varsity had 5 stunt groups last year and now its 3, jv had 4 stunt groups and now has 2. and idk how many jv girls want to try out (which almost frightens me) but varsity only has like a stunt group and a half thats trying out...and who knows who else with cheer experience is going to try out that isnt in cheer already. it'll be interesting.
ive also been looking at colleges today. UF, academically, is pretty easy to get into. fsu is HARD as flip. and ive also looked at NYU and USC just to see what else is out there. turns out NYU is a artsy sort of school, and idk if i can do that bc i dont have the right stuff for that either.

OH and i just got a text from lindsey that a new made cheerleader is on right now. im gonna go watch it....BYE!

i would like to share about the homosexual dogs XP

2 dogs
-Sunny, Golden retriever,14 (also deaf)
-Cooper, Black Lab/Dalamtion? (idk he looks more like a lab to me and is all black), idk the age either

theres also another dog named Tootsie (tootsie is a cute name :P) and shes like a chow mix or something.
So Im at this bbq. and Sunny is following cooper around in circles. like he would NOT leave this dog alone. and cooper would bark/growl or whatever but sunny didnt really care.

so then cooper turns around and jumps on his head. and we were all like whoooooa okayyyy
so we had to seperate the dogs. or try to. it wouldnt last long bc someone would let one of the dogs outside and they would continue what they were doing before (running around in circles and under the table)

at one point it felt like xmas vacation bc they would shake the table.
anyways so when we would separate them sunny would cry and it was sad :(
bc i think sunny just wanted to play or w/e and it was like forbidden love
but sunny became my buddy bc i accepted his sexuality :P
plus i heard he goes both ways.
But hes just trying to live life before he kicks the bucket (aw :( )

but yeah it was interesting

Well ive only read 4-7.....
but the 7th was AMAZING
they were ALL so good.
She is an amazing writer :DDD
I love Harry Potter way more then Twilight (books and movies)
I mean Twilight is good an all...but Harry Potter is the mother of all way-awesome book series XP
Its just amazing and I love them and my children and grandchildren WILL read them :P

-noun
1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
2. confident expectation of something; hope.
3. confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received; credit: to sell merchandise on trust.
4. a person on whom or thing on which one relies: God is my trust.
5. the condition of one to whom something has been entrusted.

–verb (used with object)
16. to have trust or confidence in; rely or depend on.
17. to believe.
18. to expect confidently; hope (usually fol. by a clause or infinitive as object): trusting the job would soon be finished; trusting to find oil on the land.
19. to commit or consign with trust or confidence.
20. to permit to remain or go somewhere or to do something without fear of consequences: He does not trust his children out of his sight.
21. to invest with a trust; entrust with something

—Verb phrase
23. trust to, to rely on; trust: Never trust to luck!

So I'm looking through dictionary.com, because events have caused me to find what trust really is. People deny I trust them, when thats not true. I think there are levels of trust. So those definitions i found were OKAY, but then I found this;

TRUST implies instinctive unquestioning belief in and reliance upon something: to have trust in one's parents. CONFIDENCE implies conscious trust because of good reasons, definite evidence, or past experience: to have confidence in the outcome of events. ASSURANCE implies absolute confidence and certainty: to feel an assurance of victory

So to me that translates to this;

Trust is the first level, I can trust something to anyone of my friends. These are normally people like classmates and buddies i talk to a little bit. They've many known me for 4-6 months min.

Confidence is the next level, its when I can open up and say what I need to say to a really good friend or person. Its almost like the advice stage. These are normally people who I've known for at least 6 months to a year.

Then there's assurance, the top most level of Trust. About a handful of people are in this sublevel. This is where I can tell that person EVERYTHING thats going through my head along with EVERY little detail of anything. Because I've known them for a YEARS.

But there are times where I just vent to anyone because I'm stressed. Which proves I trust ALL my friends regardless. As long as I talk to you on a regular basis, or if we were friends a long time ago and just drifted, you'll be where you left off where ever that was. And I also think that if your on a certain level on someones trust pryamid, so should the other person on yours. It only makes sense because why would you be on their just trust level and theyre on your confidence level.

Now the reason I don't trust certain people is because i havnt gotten the chance for them to get to know me and vice versa. I am open with almost anyone, but thats to an extent.

Trust is also with objects as well. For example, your friend wants to borrow a book. You know you trust them enough that they wont distroy it, or you dont really care if they do. Your not going to let some person you just met borrow it, because what if you dont see them again and you never get it back. And it doesnt have to be a book, it could be something like a password to your Myspace. You could give it to a friend you know wont mess around and look at stuff and make you look bad. You dont give it to a random guy you met on myspace.

There are also certain people you go for for advise and their opinions and there are other people you just express your opinion to. This is an example of a huge margin between Trust and Confidence/Assurance. (Note:Confidence and Assurance are NOT the same thing, just similar in this example.)

Bottom line; trust isnt something you can just have in 2 minutes and you can go from trust to assurance in just 5. It has to be grown, gradually, regardless. Its nothing you play around with. People often make the mistakes of trusting anyone, then finding out they dont know them well enough and theyve messed everything up.

This is just my opinion.

It's been a while? Well a week.
my computer is being gay and i was at my dads for a while and couldnt use the computer there because we had people staying in the room that has the computer, so i had to stick with my ipod.
and on a side note: my step moms family loves me :)
i worked with amanda last week and made funny videos. some are just too weird to even show to anyone other than me and her.
one of these days we'll get a USB....or a webcam :/
so when i came back to my moms the computer was still being gay and the internet wouldnt work.
but now i have my sister's dad's computer (which is so pretty :D) and the internet works so YAY!
now onto some more stories...
So yesterday I got my cheer stuff, and its CAH-UTE stuff! but dude, this skirt is like HELLO. like SUPER short. i mean ill probably get used to it but WOW. lets jus say the briefs underneith are slightly longer then the length of the skirt and when i put my arms down its to my thumbs. i mean, things are covered but yeah just feels like kinda odd. Oh well, im sure ill get used to it. but one thing that kinda got me mad was there was no distiction between JV and Vasity....like even our ribbons were the same (the ribbons are pretty though!) the only thing that was distinctable was our poms. what i want to do is take fabric pant and make polka dots on our ribbons and put our names on it and glitter and such! it'd be pretty!
i also went to the mall with kim! and omg i went nuts! in american eagle there was this sweater that was cute. and this blazer that im DYING for. it was last in my size, but it was $60 and i wasnt sure if i wanted it. so i put it on hold. and i went to charlotte russe and went nuts. i couldnt get everything i wanted but im so going back when i get money. but i couldnt get my blazer :( but i WILL go back and get it. tis my goal!
and i might get money soon bc mom says she'll pay me $10 an hour to do 'chores' so thats good :)
and i got a book too which im like almost done with.
but yeah thats whats going down right now :)
oh and i really want to go to the beach! i need a tan. i can tan really well, but i have to go to the beach everyday...and sometimes the weather does not fit to my beach standards. but it was sunny today!

omg so harry potter was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good
like way better then the 5th
i think im going to put my favorite harry potters in order of which i like them i think or ill try
6th
3rd
1st
4th
2nd
5th

thats not set in stone because ive hardly watched half of them in forever.
so anyways, amanda got the tickets for 12:01am a couple of days before
and then last night we get there at 11:00
and we went to go buy snacks and there were these way awesome candy counter guys who we had a conversation with. they were REALLY cute and were totally flirting ;P
so we got our candy and went to find seats. and this one gross pig man hit on amanda so we went far away from him.
and then later this jerk was walking around looking for food/drinks that werent bought from the theatre to take them away, and we didnt know that. and amanda had her water bottle out and then he took it! and almost took my candy and im like I BOUGHT this. and had like the monkey grip on it lolol. DO NOT take my candy lolol!
so the movie is about to start and the same guy makes annoncements about no excessive phone use, and alcohol, and the costume contest. and she got up and have a drink in her hand and someone shouted ALCOHOL! lolololol
and another event that happened was it was like DEAD quiet bc the movie was about to start and this one guy shouts ARRY POTTA!!!!!!! lolololololollololol me and amanda ALMOST died lolol wow
but the movie was amazing
it wasnt too long and there was a good mix of side conflicts and the major conflict itself.
i hadnt read the book sense like 2 years ago so i kinda forgot some of the book which was probably a good thing. but everything was just great and i CAN NOT wait until i see the next one HOLY CRAP its going to be AMAZING! im so glad theyre making the 7th book into a 2 part movie. its just so much information and so much going on. ugh its just going to be like laaaaaaa lol
bottom line: WHATEVER TWILIGHT! HARRY POTTER ONLY MOVED OUT DATE IN DECEMBER BC WE DIDNT WANT TO OVERSELL YOU AND GIVE YOU A CHANCE! BRING IT ONNNNNN!!!!! WE OWN YOU! WE HAVE PEOPLE THAT COME TO SEE THE FILM FOR AN ACTUAL GOOD FILM, NOT TO SEE SEXY VAMPIRES. WIZARDS AND WITCHES ARE AWESOME, VAMPIRES CAN SUCK OUR AWESOME-NESS LOL :P

Okay soooo I got into this disagreement on wether its right or wrong to have a class of 8th graders take a vow not to have sex. And the person I was talking to thought it was absolutely wrong because they cant make a class of preteens vow not to have sex until marriage because its against our rights and blah blah blah. I think this is no big deal at all because probably half of those kids arnt even virgins anymore.

Then i got aggrivated bc they wouldnt calm down about it. So i asked someone else for their opinion. and it made COMPLETE sense. nothing about dictatorship and against our right or whatever crap. Basically the sex ed teachers tell you that sex is bad and you should only do it at a certain time in your life. and shouldnt do it when your in high school. but kids dont understand that sex is actually a great thing but should be used lightly like when your in a strong relationship. the reason why there are so many teens getting pregnant is because they dont know how to do safe sex. sex ed teachers dont teach kids how to use condoms and dont teach about birth control. so teens end up doing stupid stuff because they dont understand.

and then there are others (like me) who believe every word theyre told about sex being wrong and that theyll never do it until their wedding night. and just go around rolling their eyes at ANYONE and find it sick and gross. and on another note, some of them might be even scared to have sex because they know its wrong and they dont want to make the biggest mistake of their lives by having sex with someone that doesnt really care or getting pregnant.

at this point, i think im convinced otherwise that sex can and cant be wrong. sex has often messed up peoples lives, but in other situations when done correctly, it can be a great thing. at this point idk if i can go until i get married. maybe ill do it sooner. who knows. i am scared that ill make a mistake and get pregnant but everyone makes mistakes, no ones life is perfect. but i will try to do it the correct way with someone im in a strong relationship with. im not going to date someone for like a month and then have sex with him. i will still limit myself for a long time because i want to be sure im ready.

bottom line is sex is a great thing, but has to be taken seriously. you shouldnt have to wait till marriage (you can if you want but you dont have to like everyone says) its all up to the individual and how they perceive sex to be and what they think about it to make their own decisions. wether they decide to wait until marriage or just until they are ready.

So i think i have this sickness and I have to have 2 IVs in my arm.
and in order to live i have to run around to either have people give me their blood or steal there blood somehow with a needle? (jsyk i did no violence in this dream....not unless they asked for it)
but the for other IV i have to breathe fresh clean air? and thats how it gets filled?
so theres this guy whos helping me. hes actually REALLY cute. but i have NEVER seen this guy in my life.
the reason this guy is helping me is because theres this like evil dude who refuses to let me live. again ive never seen this guy in my life. but hes your stereotypical evil guy, old with sideburns and a goatee.
so when my IV is almost full he decided so drain most of it out. and im assuming if it all runs out ill die.
so the guy whos helping me starts draining the evil guys blood. and he starts chasing us around
btw we're in this like....desert like place..like no one else is around and theres barely civilization. and theres a beach like so many miles away or something.
so we are running around and somehow i lose the helping guy....so i figure oh i can do this myself.
it works for a while...then the evil guy suddenly realizes im draining his blood and starts chasing me
(btw the blood is almost like clear its not red)
right when i think hes got me (that sounds super cheesy) i see the guy who was helping me laying on the ground looking practically dead. i RUN toward him and shake him and tell him to PLEASE get up....and i think its like overdramatic and im crying and i have his head in my hands. then he suddenly wakes up and is ready to go! (lol) and im like YES! so then we run to this beach area and he tells me to take a deep breath of the air. and that makes the other IV filled more...
this is where it gets a little off topic
so suddenly we are in this house that looks sorta familiar idk...
and we're sitting on the couch. i guess you could say hiding?
and i think there was a sleepover going on in the house and this girl comes out and starts going through the pantry....and finds a medium sized bag of doritos and she MICROWAVES them.
and i dont say anything bc i want to see what happens. but all the microwave did was spaz out a little bit and the bag was just super hot.

oh and this other dream i had the other day, i was at this school event that was at hinson? but people from mainland were there. and hinson was HUGE too like it had all this added stuff. and i had driven there bc well...i can lol. and as you know there are not as many parking spaces at hinson that at a high school or something. so i park in this other area where there are a bunch of cars. i leave and meet up with kim and she said she needs a ride home so i said okay ill be right back. i go back to my car and its GONE. and at first i thought well maybe i didnt park here. and then this random old plump guy comes up to me and is like do you know where your car is? and im like NO. and hes like it was towed. and im like WHAT WHY!? and hes like because you arnt aloud to park here. and im like um HELLO there are like 10 other cars parked here! and i found out later that HE was the guy who towed my car for no reason. and he was like you know that budweiser (sp?) store by the gas station down the street about 3-5 miles. im like yeah. and hes like thats where it is. and im like i cant go get it thats a long walk! and he randomly whips out this 24 pack of beer and asks if i want some. and im like NO I DONT WANT ANY BEER I WANT MY CAR! I SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN TOWED BC EVERYONE ELSE PARKED HERE AND THIS IS A SCHOOL EVEN AND IT SOULDNT MATTER! I BET YO UWENT TO SEABREEZE DIDNT YOU!? and hes like no i went to mainland. and im like WELL THEN....GET MY CAR BACK!
and thats all i remember from that dream lol.

i should write a book on certain parts of my life...
might be a bestseller


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